My perception about love and life

Love is a just a symbolic saying of 'lust' by both genders .When a man say ' i love you ' to women that is basically means that 'i wanna sleep with you' . On the other hand when a women say or ask the boyfriend 'do you love me' it seriously means that do i get something expensive after this ...base on my personal point of view ; base on this illustration on the fact of how man and women think ,it shows that love is just a total bullshit .. Why do i think women and man are both dumb.? its because women seriously doesnt even know how to read map and guys doesnt know how to ask for directions.This is proven by the fact that why in this world god made 1000000 of sperms to get into one ovum...Coz no sperm wants to ask for directions to get to the ovum and no ovum knows to read the map to get to the sperm..Sad isnt it to know the truth about man and women...

Some say i came out with the conclusion due to the fact that all my life i've been brought up in the world without love except from my internal family . I can say that in this saying there is no such thing as right or wrong . I cant stop on how a person views me . I dont care ..what i care is how i perceive my self..

I believe in unconditional love..I believe in giving love to specific people without expecting anything in return . I 've been implimenting this type of lifestyle for the past few years . I must admit that i am so hurt deep inside me but yet happy to see the person i loved move well in life.For me , the smile from the women i loved all my life makes me happy .. I believe that the one and only person that i am less likely sexually attracted to the person is the one for me .. Lets say that i believe that the 'infactuation' and the symptoms i experienced everytime i am with this gurl makes me believe that i am finally for the first time i am inlove.. But nothing i can do about it .. My life is just so sad .. I am so inlove .. i fall for the gurl every day yet getting hurt everyday realizing the current truth....

Another perception of my life about love is love just hurts in the end .. God just created this wonderfull feelings for the temporary banefit to mankind... Have anybody ever wondered , even husband and wife .. no one will die together at the same time .. at least in a split of a second different .. i seriously think the split second causes maximum pain onto the women .. love just hurts...

Enjoy reading my post ..Its my perception not yours =)