A second of joy and a day of sadness
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want
Everything I dreamed about
Everything that I talked about
One thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowing that you don't feel the same way
Questioning bring tears to your eyes
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lets say today i had a second of joy and a day of sadness .. why do i experience joy ? 1stly because i was with the girl of my dreams in One utama . I bought her something meaningful to me for her. I get to see her 1 second with it through the reflection of the mirror when her friends got out from the changing room . Sad isnt it ? it is because i only had a second of happiness .. ..
Here comes the best part , a brief disscussion on my momment of sadness; 1stly , if from where i stay i only get to see her with it for a second , how about her friend boyfriend who were standing beside me . I bet he also gets to see the mirror reflection . Jealous ? yeah maybe ..Another best thing is to realize the fact that other guys including her friends boyfriends will get to see her with the thing i bought for her out there in langkawi .... other guys .. i am seriously beginning to hate my life and my fate .. 'move on '; a term that had never appeared in my dictionary. 'Love'; thats something that is definately for sure .I love her , only god knows how much . 'regret'; i had never in my life regretted on things i buy for her or what i did for her.In fact , i would like to buy her more stuff..''Why''; because i love her . Besides i dont know what else to do or how to go about to get closer to her. I must admit, by the name of Allah swt , I love her with all my life ..
In conclusion .. i am in pain for the rest of the day . I got abandon by her , neglected but i still love her no matter what .. Stupid; yeah maybe i am stupid or maybe its just a test from god on how much i love her . Pain ; i know i am gonna live my life in pain realizing that other guys get to see her with that thing i bought for her . Everyone except me . Worried ; definately worried because i am not there and anything can happen to her and she can do wonders out there by the beach . 'Stop '; hahhaa , funny thing , who am i to stop her . Last but not least i just wish the best of luck in living her life ; i'll live my life in pain .. Hopefully one day i get to be someone important to her how i see her towards my point of view rite now . Let me pray hard for it ....
'' Ya Allah ya tuhanku , please blessed her . Save her from negative influences expecially from satan and the world .. please grant my wish .. I love her with all my life ..Please take good care of her wherever she goes ,May i am willing to be responsible of all her sin.Do placed her in heaven in the afterlife... amin ya rabbalalamin ..
I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want
Everything I dreamed about
Everything that I talked about
One thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowing that you don't feel the same way
Questioning bring tears to your eyes
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lets say today i had a second of joy and a day of sadness .. why do i experience joy ? 1stly because i was with the girl of my dreams in One utama . I bought her something meaningful to me for her. I get to see her 1 second with it through the reflection of the mirror when her friends got out from the changing room . Sad isnt it ? it is because i only had a second of happiness .. ..
Here comes the best part , a brief disscussion on my momment of sadness; 1stly , if from where i stay i only get to see her with it for a second , how about her friend boyfriend who were standing beside me . I bet he also gets to see the mirror reflection . Jealous ? yeah maybe ..Another best thing is to realize the fact that other guys including her friends boyfriends will get to see her with the thing i bought for her out there in langkawi .... other guys .. i am seriously beginning to hate my life and my fate .. 'move on '; a term that had never appeared in my dictionary. 'Love'; thats something that is definately for sure .I love her , only god knows how much . 'regret'; i had never in my life regretted on things i buy for her or what i did for her.In fact , i would like to buy her more stuff..''Why''; because i love her . Besides i dont know what else to do or how to go about to get closer to her. I must admit, by the name of Allah swt , I love her with all my life ..
In conclusion .. i am in pain for the rest of the day . I got abandon by her , neglected but i still love her no matter what .. Stupid; yeah maybe i am stupid or maybe its just a test from god on how much i love her . Pain ; i know i am gonna live my life in pain realizing that other guys get to see her with that thing i bought for her . Everyone except me . Worried ; definately worried because i am not there and anything can happen to her and she can do wonders out there by the beach . 'Stop '; hahhaa , funny thing , who am i to stop her . Last but not least i just wish the best of luck in living her life ; i'll live my life in pain .. Hopefully one day i get to be someone important to her how i see her towards my point of view rite now . Let me pray hard for it ....
'' Ya Allah ya tuhanku , please blessed her . Save her from negative influences expecially from satan and the world .. please grant my wish .. I love her with all my life ..Please take good care of her wherever she goes ,May i am willing to be responsible of all her sin.Do placed her in heaven in the afterlife... amin ya rabbalalamin ..
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