19/05/06 to the girl that i use to love ; Be happy .. I am out from your life totally.

My birthday party was a disaster. As a conclussion of the bad moments i can conclude that she is finally out from my life . I am totally ready to make her happy . She is finally free from me . I aint no longer knows who she is anymore . The best part is she sent a negotiater to talk to me . I felt insulted . I seriously dont like it .Who the hell she think she is to insult me like that . I honesly will never treat her the same way ever again.I dont think she valued me as a friend . I just wish she will lead her self happily after this. This is because for me she is officially dead . I hope i get to see her in my after life . Dead people is not meant to be in this world dont ya think . For me , let me uphold the perspective that she is officially dead and her death was on 19th of May 2006 . I hope i know where her graveyard is..My sacrifice is just to make her happy .

To the girl who i used to love :

I wish you the best in your life . May god bless you . Thanks for all the sweet moments we had in my life. Partnering you mix doubles ; beating the 2003 nationals champion .That was fun . Besides that , i am going to miss all the random talks we had in your car , in college and in hartamas .The spontaneous ideas such as lets go eat dunkin doughnuts , burger king and many more outings. That was touching. Another thing that i am gonna miss is snapping pictures on my phone with you . All the pictures turns out good . Other sweet touching moments i had with you are disscussion we had on searching past research in a lab report and exams question . I am gonna miss lots more memories with you . In the matter of fact if i list it down it will take forever to finish so i just put few of the memories to be shared in this blog. Last but not least i am seriously gonna miss reloading for you and your sms's. I am gonna miss all these and others . I would like to say please be happy in your life since i am totally out from yours. I believe my sacrifice will make you the happiest person in the world . Be thankful at least for once in your life towards me .

To my bro's farid and daniel :

Thanks for being there for me when i was down . You bro's had made my life worth living . This dota addiction really helps. Without the both of you i wont be standing here today . Thanks for being happy for me .


:::: May her soul rest in peace. Be happy that i am totally out from her life.