i am so into this blog page whereby i dont have the heart to close it
It had been a while since the last time i ever wrote something in this blog of mine. 1stly , on the 16th November 2006 , my friendship with whoever the girl in this blog i've been talking about had come to an end. This time its for real.Why ? its because she said it herself. It was a request from her. Nothing i can do about it.She was telling me that i need to sacrifice my friendship for her happiness so thats what i did. Officially i dont give a fuck about her anymore since thats what she wants.
Its just sad when i get to know that the whole 'go fuck off and die zamir ' doesnt actually comes from her. It was a conclusion she made herself over people who claim to be my friends who had influence her towards this saying.Its shocking and traumatizing to know that her friends which consist of people i know of are people who are against me. But its okay . God is with me.Lesson i've learn through these experience is dont trust anyone.
It had been 3 weeks since this happens so i can say that i am over it and i am looking forward in celebrating the 1st month aniversary.I am currently having so much fun in my life.No more hartamas or breakers for me . No more foosball for me.I've achieve my target ; world selection rookie doubles champion , open doubles 6th place, rank 33 in the world rookie singles and rank 6th for world vifa doubles.Plus , foosball only brings back memories i am trying to get over it.
I can't wait for the upcoming college prom . I bet i am going to have fun . I just wish someone will come to me and find trouble , coz yeah i would like to see how the new me deals with assholes.I have nothing to loose. Cant wait for the after party either. Cant wait to get pissed drunk.=)
Another happy thing that happen to me is to know that farid and daniel had won the nationals foosball rookie doubles champion. Its good to know that farid is the back to back Malaysian rookie doubles champion partnering 2 diffrent partners. The first one was me back in may 2006 whereby the both of us won the world selection doubles and he did it again on disember 2006 partnering daniel.As a conclusion to this , he Muhamad Farid Yaacob is the best rookie forward in Malaysia. Go la farid !!
i am so happy !!! yesterday i went to see my all time beloved pet sister Alia Aishah . She had make my life happier all these years . I would like to personally thank her for that.Guess what , me ,my cute uncle and her group of friends went to watch this Malay movie entittled 'Cinta'. The movie was unbelievable too romantic.
I would also like to thank the women that had made a stand in my life. The women that keep making me smile and had filled my life with full of laughter.For the past few monts , we had gone through the ups and downs of both our life. She had filled my life with lots of sweetness that i could not imagine. Dear blog, i am so sorry i could not mention the women's name in my postings.She @ the gurl that her name could not be mention is the 'bomb'.
Its just sad when i get to know that the whole 'go fuck off and die zamir ' doesnt actually comes from her. It was a conclusion she made herself over people who claim to be my friends who had influence her towards this saying.Its shocking and traumatizing to know that her friends which consist of people i know of are people who are against me. But its okay . God is with me.Lesson i've learn through these experience is dont trust anyone.
It had been 3 weeks since this happens so i can say that i am over it and i am looking forward in celebrating the 1st month aniversary.I am currently having so much fun in my life.No more hartamas or breakers for me . No more foosball for me.I've achieve my target ; world selection rookie doubles champion , open doubles 6th place, rank 33 in the world rookie singles and rank 6th for world vifa doubles.Plus , foosball only brings back memories i am trying to get over it.
I can't wait for the upcoming college prom . I bet i am going to have fun . I just wish someone will come to me and find trouble , coz yeah i would like to see how the new me deals with assholes.I have nothing to loose. Cant wait for the after party either. Cant wait to get pissed drunk.=)
Another happy thing that happen to me is to know that farid and daniel had won the nationals foosball rookie doubles champion. Its good to know that farid is the back to back Malaysian rookie doubles champion partnering 2 diffrent partners. The first one was me back in may 2006 whereby the both of us won the world selection doubles and he did it again on disember 2006 partnering daniel.As a conclusion to this , he Muhamad Farid Yaacob is the best rookie forward in Malaysia. Go la farid !!
i am so happy !!! yesterday i went to see my all time beloved pet sister Alia Aishah . She had make my life happier all these years . I would like to personally thank her for that.Guess what , me ,my cute uncle and her group of friends went to watch this Malay movie entittled 'Cinta'. The movie was unbelievable too romantic.
I would also like to thank the women that had made a stand in my life. The women that keep making me smile and had filled my life with full of laughter.For the past few monts , we had gone through the ups and downs of both our life. She had filled my life with lots of sweetness that i could not imagine. Dear blog, i am so sorry i could not mention the women's name in my postings.She @ the gurl that her name could not be mention is the 'bomb'.
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